What I desire most in life is to live authentically, courageously, and for that, I realize that I have to look fear in the face. I am convinced that I will know dark moments, but I am trusting that a power greater than my own won’t leave or forsake me. The name of this power is love. Love changed and transformed my life in countless ways when I started on the path of authenticity. I think that my family and friends noticed the changes because miracles happen. Love dissolved all the fears by creating opportunities I couldn’t imagine before I began the search to discover and recover my authentic self.
Sometimes doubt, despair, and denial threaten to dismantle my dreams, but love rears up in my protection. When I feel frightened and fragile, I stand very still. One of the hardest lessons I learned was accepting that all fear came from within regardless how extreme the real life’s circumstances.The closer I get to share my dream with the world, the fiercer the struggle to bring it forth because I will be changed and my life will never be the same.
I consider that courage is the fear that has said her prayers and dreams are gifts meant to alter us. The power that gifted me with my dream knows how to help me make it come true in the end.
Emily Bronte said:
“I’ve dreamt in my life dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas. They’ve gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the color of my mind.”
Traducere in romaneste:
Ceea ce imi doresc mai mult in viata este sa traiesc autentic, curajos si pentru asta am realizat ca trebuie sa apuc taurul de coarne. Sunt convinsa ca voi intampina momente grele, dar am incredere ca o putere mai mare decat a mea nu ma va lasa sau uita. Numele acestei puteri e iubirea. Iubirea mi-a schimbat si transformat viata in nenumarate feluri cand am pornit-o pe calea autenticitatii. Cred ca familia si prietenii mei au observat schimbarile deoarece miracolele sunt adevarate. Iubirea disolva toate temerile creind oportunitati pe cale nu mi le-am imaginat inainte de a incerca sa descopar si sa-mi recuperez originalitatea.
Uneori neincrederea, disperarea si indoiala ameninta sa darame visele, dar iubirea imi vine in aparare. Cand ma simt infricosata sau delicata, stau nemiscata. Una dintre cele mai grele lectii pe care le-am invatat a fost sa accept ca toata frica vine dinauntrul meu in ciuda situatiilor extreme din viata. Cu cat ma apropii mai mult de a-mi impartasi visul cu intreaga lume, cu atat lupta de a produce este mai indarjita deoarece ma voi schimba si viata mea nu va mai fi la fel.
Curajul este un fel the teama care si-a spus deja rugaciunile iar visele sunt daruri menite sa ne schimbe. Puterea care mi-a dat mie darul stie cum sa ma ajute sa il realizez in cele din urma.
Emily Bronte a spus:
In viata mea am visat vise care au stat cu mine intotdeauna, si care mi-au schimbat ideile. Au trecut prin mine ca vinul prin apa, si mi-au schimbat modul de a gandi.”
Love,
Carmen Monica
Carmen Monica Oprea 